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Despite my efforts to change it,
my body is broken.
All I ever wanted was a love story instead,
my heart is shattered.
I tried to be good at something but,
my efforts are meaningless.
Living like this brought me insanity so,
my mind is twisted.
I wished to be the best I could be but until now,
my soul is empty.
my body is broken.
All I ever wanted was a love story instead,
my heart is shattered.
I tried to be good at something but,
my efforts are meaningless.
Living like this brought me insanity so,
my mind is twisted.
I wished to be the best I could be but until now,
my soul is empty.
Literature
Blood Mother
I love you in your inexistence
rabbit’s ear
baby’s breath
you are dust
but you are
mine.
Misadventures and
dew drop mornings
small curls
large eyes
my bones cannot knit your future.
Sunsets and moonbeams
sleep burdens our eyes
your soft lips sigh
there is a better world for you
than this.
-D.E.M
Literature
All I Can Say
All I Can Say
I know you hate me
I know you don’t want to hear from me
You told me when you left that I was dead to you
And you wanted me to burn
I am burning
Burning with the guilt that I feel for what I’ve done to you
You didn’t deserve all the beatings and humiliation that I gave you
I was just too weak to leave a bad relationship and I took it out on you
I don’t know how to show you my guilt
Or how badly I want you back in my life
Or if it’ll even be enough
I want to show you that I’ve changed
But I know you’ve moved on
So…
All I can say is…
I’m sorry
Literature
things i'll never say
it's still empty
where you cut me out.
there is no feeling;
numbed by the ache.
no one told me
it would be so heavy,
but they all swore
you were worth it.
the first memory,
you said you loved me,
no one believed you,
but i did.
i lost the last time
you broke my body
and i prayed,
"He just wants what's best..."
but not for me.
i kept thinking,
you could be worse.
i wish you knew,
you should have been better.
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I find no beauty in these words, I guess this is just a cry for help...
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Oh man... It always sucks when every effort you put in to improving yourself or your life was just in vain. I suppose in the end though, through works like this, you have a mind for creative or poetical writing. 
You’ve done an alright job mixing effort and hope with eventual despair, and for so few words, they tell me exactly the pain you’re feeling. I can only hope for the best in your case, since I’m no psychiatrist or anything, but for what it’s worth, good job and keep this up. If nothing else, this will be a great outlet and, potentially, a lucrative one.
